Saturday, May 8, 2010

Thursday, May 6, 2010

where did the time go?

a week left.
a fucking week.
good and bad all at once.
i get to get out of town, go home where things are familiar and comfortable and where i never feel like i don't belong, to my friends who know me better than i know myself, and to my family.

but to the people that are leaving....i don't know what i will do without you guys. i have gotten pretty close to some seniors, but two more specifically than anyone else:

brad, you're such a fantastic person...i wish all of this shit didn't happen your last semester of your senior year, but i know you'll be alright. you are a sweetie, and any girl would be lucky to be with a guy like you.

jason....i don't even know what to say. you're silly and you're funny and you make me laugh and smile. you make things better when the world starts to suck, and you mean more to me than you could understand. i don't know what i'm going to do with myself when you leave.

thank god for friends who know you when you're sad and can handle you until you're feeling better. i'm going to need them.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

WOW, Jason....

me: i'm hungry >.<

Jason: i think we might get some food in the dc b4 class
what would you like?

me: i've got a dinner date with my roomie after work
but thanks anyway :)

Jason: oh fine then shit
went from bring me dinner to dinner date with a roomie lol

me: i was kidding earlier :P

Jason: lol i wasnt =P

me: haha

Jason: but i c i've been replaced :P

me: oh goodness.
she needs to spend her catcard money :P

Jason: lol
sure sure sure

me: and office hours start at 830

Jason: whatev lets you sleep at night

me: you sir are belligerent.
i'm going to need you to calm down.

Jason: lol
i am a sig on the third floor
gotta live up to the legend

me: so you're belligerent squared atm
that's way too intense forme
*for me

Jason: lol
if you cant take the heat get out of the kitchen :P

me: i don't have a kitchen :(

Jason: you have mine, only used once
lol

me: that's maddie's kitchen
i can't encroach on her turf like that

Jason: she said you could
and fuck that
if it's for me i will drive maddie away

me: either way, i am not in a kitchen, so it would be impossible and illogical for me to get out of one.

Jason: hey now it's an expression

me: yes, but being contrary is ever so much fun!

Jason: lol ur beligerent
ma'am
you need to calm down

me: i beg to differ
i am not on the third floor

Jason: beg ignored

me: nor am i a member of sigma chi
see, that was belligerency
meanieface.

Jason: lol
but you are dating one
so you are majorly beligerent just like tori and brown

me: i disagree.

Jason: tori is def beligerent and so are you, hmm we must be rubbing off on you guys

me: i am not!

Jason: i beg to differ? i offer you dinner that you demanded and i get rejected, textbook belligerency

me: :O
how rude!

Jason: i know right?

me: I meant on your part!
you are twisting my words and the situation to your benefit.

Jason: am not!!

me: THAT is a perfect example of YOUR belligerency/
not mine.

Jason: now i am def pulling your leg
not twisting anything around

me: i know you're kiddiing
:P
way to break character and ruin all the fun, meanieface

Jason: am i?
are you sure?

me: you're either kidding or a liar...
hmmm....

Jason: or did you just scar me emotionally by rejecting me so hard
hmmm ur call

me: know anyone that needs an extra grad ticket?

Jason: maybe why? did you get urs?

me: i get mine this week

Jason: yay!!!

me: i get to help with parking and transportation!
yay!
lol

Jason: what??? ur working???
WHAT

me: only for the first part
calm yourself, sir

Jason: MRRRRR

me: just have your mom save me a seat :)

Jason: convo over!!!!

me: i get to watch the actual commencement ceremony
i just have to work that morning.
i know corine needed one, but if a brother does i'd rather give it to a sig first...

Jason: Jason is not here right now, please leave a message after the beep........ beep

me: ^^^
wait
shit
don't remember if i asked for the extra ticket or not

Jason: beep end of message

me: i just replied asking if i can still get one.

Jason: Would you like to re-record the message or send it?

me: delete

Jason: Jason is not here right now, please leave a message after the beep........ beep

Jason: beep end of message
Please hang up and try again
click
Jason: Ring ring ring ring banana phone banana phone!!!!!!!

i am a major fail.

apparently i had a conversation with jason last night while i was asleep.

we were talking about families, and how i have a big ass hick one, and something something something, then i said something else, and i remember waking up to him saying "because all of my great-grandpa's family died in the concentration camps"

WTF

fucking fail, courtney.

Monday, May 3, 2010

why?

"Jason,
I love you, you're amazing. You deserve nothing less than the best. Remember that, don't settle."

a note left on Jason's car by the person that does not approve of me dating him.

i want to cry at how unfair and malicious that is.

just glad to help :)

so brad was freaking out freaking out.
big presentation due, and he was nowhere near done.
from the way he was sounding, and the fact that he kept asking whether or not i thought he should even go, it sounded like he was completely ready to give up.

i talked to him for a while, kinda leading on that he shouldn't give up, but not outright saying that. i also suggested he talk to the prof and see if he could maybe give it another day.

our convo from just now:

myseriechick (5:23:43 PM): so what did he say?
Difolo06 (5:23:58 PM): No additional time slots
Difolo06 (5:24:11 PM): but I Think im just gonna say fuck it and say everything that I have
Difolo06 (5:24:19 PM): thank you sooooooooooo much for your help!
myseriechick (5:24:22 PM): did you get more done?
myseriechick (5:24:29 PM): and i didn't really do anything :P
Difolo06 (5:27:12 PM): Yes im just gonna try to get 10 slides
Difolo06 (5:27:14 PM): at 7 atm
Difolo06 (5:27:33 PM): and you did, you encouraged me, I appreciate it
myseriechick (5:28:02 PM): :)


it's nice hearing that you're appreciated :)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

you're in my blood like holy wine...

you taste so bitter, and so sweet
i could drink a case of you
and i would still be on my feet
i would still be on my feet.

<3

it's been a little while. Jason and I talked things out, and even after an extremely terrible weekend things are starting to look better.

so. had a talk last night with Jason about me being a deviant of sorts.
this is either going to turn out extremely well or horrendously.

lets see how this plays out.

formal is on friday, and i still don't have a dress :(