I think I'm being too hard on myself..

but once again, I'm starting to wonder if I'm crazy.

I put myself under tons of stress
I repeatedly take on too much responsibility
I put myself in unstable emotional situations, fully aware of what's going on
I let things get to me
I bounce around a lot
I don't want to pay attention to anything
I want to be done with school



...

I think I just need to relax a bit. The last few days have been really fast-paced, with few breaks and even less sleep.

I was on campus yesterday for 16.5 hours
I was awake yesterday for 21.
I got four hours of sleep last night
and will be here at school until 9 tonight.

Fuckthisshit.