what the heck?

feeling kinda down atm
not sure why, i don't really have a reason to.
i blame it on hormones, thats what it usually is when i'm upset for no definite reason.

jason is being silly and not catching on that i WILL NOT talk about my little and her personal life with him, it isn't his place to stick his nose. don't mean to sound frustrated, i'm just extremely protective of her.

he gives in far too easily. i love to argue. but only when someone will argue right back, not say oh okay you're right. WOMEN ARE NOT ALWAYS RIGHT. its EXTREMELY frustrating when a guy follows that. CHALLENGE ME. have an opinion. speak up. TELL ME YOU THINK I'M WRONG. just don't always assume that you're right.

i feel like watching eternal sunshine :/

i need to go back to merced.

i need sand and sunshine, i think. lake day coming up soon.

i miss my mommy. i was practically crying when i was on the phone with her.

i hate being a girl.