you sure its called positive?

today in psychology we were learning about the healthy progression of primary relationships and marriages.

its like the psychology gods were testing to see if i would break down in class.

fuck that.

i am letting myself get so wrapped up in this...and i know its not worth it.
and i can't help it.

i hate being a girl.

so, tonight after work, i will sit and watch eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. after that, i will drink a big glass of water and go straight to bed.
in the morning, i'm going to donate blood, go to work, go to class, then do homework, then do more homework before bed.

i think if i keep myself busy i will stay away from the not wanting to get out of bed. and keep away the whole bad habit thing.