tell me why....

i decided to completely tear my room apart last night
raise my bed by myself (without taking the mattress off)
stack my drawers
almost throw out my back
get hot and sweaty and sore doing it
finally clean my room (minus my desk- ran out of time)
and collapse into bed at about 130, only to wake myself up at 9?


i'm afraid that i'm heading towards a not-so-happy period :/ but here's hoping otherwise, right?

i kind of just want to curl up in a little ball and be petted and held. that sounds nice.

time to get my classes together for next semester.
i told my dad's side of the family that i was changing my major, but i still haven't told my mom. lets see how things go.